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current tune: aimee mann - deathly

i should've blogged this earlier, before i had time to miss her.

so, that girl, came, and, i couldn't have overestimated how amazing it would be. i feel soooo sappy right now, cos i want to go on about all the cute things we said and did. i spent the rest of today cleaning up, and finding all the random little artifacts of the visit, and reading the book she gave me. and re-listening to this song that was completely inappropriate and awkward when it came on mid-sushi-making.

it's probably a sign of me giving up on humanity that i'm willing to commit to the longest of all possible long-distance relationships, but i can't make myself not want to invest everything in this girl. but hey, i'm checking out everything the CACB has to offer, although i'm sure i'll find it's easier to get a canadian license if you have an american one...

and it all seems really.. all-consuming: the thought of transfering all my plans to another country for something so new. but i've lost some frame of reference that says i should miss my friends more, because i'm across a border, rather than 30 miles away where we still never talk. except my (post) youth group friends, who are still cool. anyway, i should go to bed, cos i don't seem to remember much in the way of sleep this weekend.

oops.